i don’t know where this ride is going. i finally realized that there are so many things we want and wish for, but life does what it does and we have to deal with it regardless. so i visualize in broad outlines and stay open to possibilities without being married to any particular outcome. i eat every day and have somewhere to sleep. artistic inspiration drugs me, and my people ground me. special shout to the ultra-gracious Michele Manzo, Tommaso Cappellato and Emi Onishi who really went far beyond courtesy to host me here in Italia!